Suddenly the fog fades
Suddenly the fog fades For as long as I can remember I have been plagued with depression and out of control anxiety. And its never a mystery when I am feeling smothered by them, because you have hear it in the words that I write on my socials, and while I feel like I am pretty good at masking in person, my writing is my give away. The last post I wrote was about how much I regretted working at my daughters daycare. I mentioned a lot, but refrained from saying much more. Which I will explain, but my wee girl as 3 weeks left there and I am afraid of them passing negativity about me on to Chloe. What has happened though, is that I got a new job. Most of you know that already, a lot of you don't. Getting my new job was an absolutely wild experience. During my work at the ECE centre, I was so desperate to get out that I was applying for 10+ jobs a night. I was applying for anything and everything so I didn't have to feel anxious and cry every day before I started (and more often...